Speaking as…

Speaking as a human being, i had no idea that initiation was not a one time deal. Not even like smack where one taste tends to lead to addiction, there are no gradual initiations. make one vow and you’re in… magicked up forever. Of course one tiny taste is not enough to hurl you into the Abyss but it will begin a process that cannot be stopped. Why would it? Push a button, perform certain formulas and warheads are launched and babies conceived. If you didn’t wanna start the war you shouldn’t have activated the code…
Magick, like Time, is speeding up, or mebbe it’s the other way around, Who can possibly know? Magick is not about knowing, it’s about asking…

I’ve noticed a strange phenomena as my personal mojo clock races towards it’s Omega point. Whenever i sit at my computer (i gave up TV when the mind control of washing machines and impossible wives grew too unreal) i always have some kind of audio input, but am reading or writing at the same time. Whether it be BBC Radio 4 or some bizarre youtube stuff, whatever i’m reading/writing is reflected in what i’m listening to. This is perhaps explainable when listening to a Youtube ‘occult’ themed podcasts but it seems that whatever random shit i’m listening to becomes entwined with what i’m thinking!

It’s getting uncanny, i can’t remember specific instances because it’s become so common i can’t remember even the most (seemingly) obvious examples . I have no idea what ‘quantum entanglement’ means… well, i do but i can’t explain it and this is not an essay.

I like the Crowley quote where he lists a list of magickal concepts and jargon (i’m too lazy to google them) and then blows the whole lot away by saying that no ‘objective’ reality should be attributed to any of it… to paraphrase (quite closely i believe) “If you do certain things, certain things will happen”

Push a button, perform certain formulas and warheads are launched and babies conceived. If you didn’t wanna start the war you shouldn’t have activated the code…

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One thought on “Speaking as…

  1. Well as a student of the text I designed a program which allows me to enjoy the text in spoken word. After working past my initial resistance I have come to love and use them daily. But when ever you are ready they will be there. Truth is eternal. In tablet two Thoth says ” One step thou has gained on the long pathway upward, infinite now is the mountain of Light. Each step thou taketh but heightens the mountain; all of thy progress but lengthens the goal. Approach ye ever the infinite Wisdom, ever before thee recedes the goal.” Our work is never done.

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