Condition Human.

Sometimes,
It all just pours out like tears
that beautiful, fragile sorrow.
Music that could never be played
but we hear it and our vessels overflow.

What is it that ignites our lumps of flesh
and makes the worst of us dazzling Angels of terror and exhilaration?

Equations and cave paintings
A carnival, a freakshow.
What will become of us
What is to be done?

We are just specks of carbon
but diamonds, amethysts and pearls.

I spin until the world is just a symbol
and meaning is absent
walking the electric tightrope
the ladder
the ascending scale
feedback and lightshows…
immanence and enlightenment.

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Schizology.

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Diary of a Dog Fiend.

Dreams fell from the sky as rain,
forming rainbow puddles like oil in water.
The Old Ones clattered down Main Street in horse drawn carriages,
wheels of flame…
Ragged street vendors foamed apocalyptic visions.
Pious Christians were vaporized by the atomic rapture…

The Messiah returned with the head of a Hawk,
Eyes blazing with mercy.
Armageddon was cancelled due to lack of interest.

We are plummeting through time
Glorious and iridescent…
Our mother shoots our souls into space like mushroom spores;
The night lit by seven billion candles.

Yahweh falls off his cloud and is embarrassed by his nakedness
and tiny member…

Ah Bliss, how many sleepless nights? Nailed to the tree of too bright too bright! Streetlights emit radiatic malice. Pedestrians are transformed into Goetic daemons.

But now, finally, the Morning Star has risen and we ascend into a blistering sky… forgiveness and forgetfulness and peace.

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Schizology.

Dreams fell from the sky as rain,
forming rainbow puddles like oil in water.
The Old Ones clattered down Main Street in horse drawn carriages,
wheels of flame…
Ragged street vendors foamed apocalyptic visions.
Pious Christians were vaporized by the atomic rapture…

The Messiah returned with the head of a Hawk,
Eyes blazing with mercy.

We are plummeting through time
Glorious and iridescent…
Our mother shoots our souls into space like mushroom spores;
The night lit by seven billion candles.

Yahweh falls off his cloud and is embarrassed by his nakedness
and tiny member…

Ah Bliss, how many sleepless nights? Nailed to the tree of too bright too bright! Streetlights emit radiatic malice. Pedestrians are transformed into Goetic daemons.

But now, finally, the Morning Star has risen and we ascend into a blistering sky… forgiveness and forgetfulness and peace.

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Chakra Meditation Channel

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Crown – Imagine a many leaved lotus flower unfurling its petals to receive the violet light of the nourishing sustaining universal sun. The light which comes from the spark of divinity. This is your aerial and lightening rod. Your gateway to the infinite realms of space and time.

Bring the light down to your 3rd Eye. The light becomes indigo. The 3rd Eye allows you to see great distances. To perceive truth beyond material appearance and this is your true organ of sight.

Bring down the light . As it gently changes from indigo to sky blue, the throat chakra through which you communicate the messages of the Gods and articulate ideas perfectly with love. These words will reach into the hearts and minds and souls of men and they will be transformed by them. This is the throat chakra – the true organ of speech.

Breath down the beautiful sky blue light to the heart, the centre of your being. It is as the verdant lush landscape – green like emerald. With the heart we feel and love unconditionally. Think with the heart and allow it to guide you through the darkness of the night. Your heart chakra emits the most beautiful and perfect love when activated. There is no separation between subject and object. You are open and free to love and be loved without fear of hurt or regret. This is the true organ of feeling.

Bring down the beautiful green light as it transmutes to a golden yellow. This is the solar plexus, your sun. It gives you power to fulfill your ambitions. It is the engine of the soul. When it is open you feel its dynamism and practical energy. This is the true organ of movement.

Breath down the yellow light until it becomes as orange as flame. This is your sacral centre. It is an earthly, libidinous chakra from which we draw charisma and the ability to attract fellow beings of light so that they better understand the true nature of love. When open, this chakra brings physical comfort, satisfaction and health. It is the true organ of attraction.

Finally, the orange of the flame becomes the blood red of the root chakra. This is the soil on which the oak tree whose top most branches are the crown, the kether. It grounds us and allows us abundant nutrition and surrounds us in the comfort and safety of the womb. This is the true organ of survival.
Feel its blood red roots, like the ventricles of the human heart, anchor you to Gaia, The Mother, the Goddess and know that while you are grounded, all other chakras will spin in harmony and joy. That is all.

Thosis Guided Meditation

Diary of a Dog Fiend.

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Guided meditation.

Enter temple. Met by Ten Sep and others. You greet one another. As you enter the temple, you notice you are wearing your usual sky blue robe, speckled, tiny gold stars resembling a clear night sky. Around your neck is a gold chain which holds a large golden ankh. You wear the snake headdress …golden, which was gifted to you previously. You carry a sword and a pouch containing crystals, appropriate to the healing you require at this time. You are lead along the cool, pillared corridor until you reach the the thrones.
You make the sign of the wings of Isis and acknowledge Isis, Thoth, Horus and Hathor individually with bowing of head.
You give thanks to them for the blessings and shifts they have bestowed upon you thus far. Take a moment to extend your gratitude and love from your heart to theirs.
You are joined…

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Thosis Guided Meditation

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Guided meditation. Enter temple. Met by Ten Sep and others. You greet one another. As you enter the temple, you notice you are wearing your usual sky blue robe, speckled, tiny gold stars resembling a clear night sky. Around your neck is a gold chain which holds a large golden ankh. You wear the snake headdress… golden, which was gifted to you previously. You carry a sword and a pouch containing crystals, appropriate to the healing you require at this time. You are lead along the cool, pillared corridor until you reach the the thrones. You make the sign of the wings of Isis and acknowledge Thoth, Horus, Isis and Hathor individually with bow of your head. You give thanks to them for the blessings and shifts they have bestowed upon you thus far. Take a moment to extend your gratitude and love from your heart to theirs. You are joined by Kali on your left side and the Archangel Michael on your right. They are here to assist with the removal of the lower energies you wish to be returned to their origin. You shall now state the nature or names of these lower energies and request that they be lovingly removed from your being on all levels and that you be purified on all levels. “I ******* command the safe and total release through divine love and will, the following entities and the feeling they invoke in me, for example… Anxiety, present fear of speaking, being heard, laziness and lethargy, pointlessness, shame. To be replaced with their divine opposites. Together, you, Archangel Michael and Kali, walk to your chamber. Once inside, you see Pleiadian Emissaries of Light, angels and spirit guides. You see Archangel Michael’s destroyer angels who are there to provide back up should it be needed. Melchizedek is there also You lie on the great golden slab and give your Angel’s name (or suitable Godform) use the fluorite from your pouch to assist with the healing. Ten Sep, Kali, Michael and the Pleiadians surround you and just before you close your eyes, you notice the ceiling open to reveal the star lit sky. A golden Light shines down which now surrounds you. Michael constructs a golden pyramid around your body. Kali is there to assist with the cutting away of unwanted entities. Tell the entities named earlier that this golden pyramid is to serve as a dimensional doorway for them to travel back to the world for which ‘God’ originally intended them. You reassure and affirm…”I release you from all parts of my aura, on all levels, to be lovingly returned to your home world’s where you can fulfil your own sacred purpose. In the name of the MIGHTY GODDESS ISIS! KALI KALI KALI! Let it be so! Go in peace.” Lie in the pyramid if light and allow the exorcism to take place. Know that the beings of love and light that surround you are setting about their task as instructed and that the outcome will be completely successful. Know too that the process of removal and healing may continue in your dream time if need be. Take a few moments. Ten Sep says…. “KNOW that the entities have been removed on all levels! KNOW that they have been purified in fire and returned to their world! KNOW that their divine counterparts now inhabit your aura permanently! KNOW that you are clear and free and healed on all levels! FEEL these words penetrate your heart chakra and the truth of them reverberate throughout your body, aura and out into the multiverse. FEEL the joy of this freedom and embrace it. You open your eyes and slowly sit up. Take moment to focus on the light beings who surround you but have stepped back to form a vast circle of golden light. You swing your legs around and stand up to face TEN SEP. He stands next to a waist high pillar on which sits the cobra head dress, promised to you by Thoth. Ten Sep picks it up and holds it in front of you. You notice the exquisite craftsmanship. It is made of gold, lapis lazuli , turquoise and quartz and obsidian. This is your gift which symbolizes your spiritual development and devotion to the Goddess Isis and in return for recognising and slaying of the demons. You kneel while ten Sep crowns you with the cobra head dress . You give thanks, stand and proceed out of the chamber and back to the thrones on the platform. You make the sign of the wings of Isis and affirm, ‘Isis is all things and all things are Isis’. You kneel and humbly thank all the beings who helped you today. Ten Sep escorts you down the corridor and out of the temple. Take time to gently come back to ‘normal consciousness’ and ground thoroughly That is all. Ground thoroughly and allow the new energies to be assimilated…41b13055756f56083ab57ab51da4d8e4

The Silver Star Chamber 2009 ‘Melchizedek’.

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I am Melchizedek, initiator of souls, keeper of divine light, key holder to the multiverse. I have come to thank you and to praise you.
Two have become four. Soon many many, all working towards the T.H.O.T.H. goal. We can literally change reality, earth will either become a paradise or a hell, it is in our power. Never before in human history has there been enough ‘divine’ energy to accomplish the things that must be accomplished. People who have been reincarnated hundreds of times without giving a single thought to ‘God’ or the nature of reality are now questioning, seeking, occasionally finding. You have found the Temple of Isis, come deeper in. There is a small chamber, the walls are covered in silver, there is a black onyx, jasmine pool in which visions are seen. The walls are covered in hieroglyphics and the writings of many languages and civilizations. This is the silver star chamber. You are the only members at present but as you guide your votaries through they will join you.
We’re extremely pleased that finally T.H.O.T.H. is becoming a reality. The more souls that hold the love/light vibration the more powerful we become. Imagine 20 of us sitting round in a circle, attuning, channeling, healing, chanting, each person has a specific talent which will be discovered. These are very exciting times, you truly crossed the threshold now. You have penetrated the Veil of Isis. Not many have done this. You will continue to grow and grow until all the ugliness of our primate and reptile DNA is shed, like a snake shedding its skin. You will become beings of pure light and consciousness an eternal samadhi in which all things are equal and all things are infinite. You must arrange your group as a proper magical order: keeping proper notes, having regular meetings which members know of well in advance. You will perform many forms of magic and healing and we will compare notes. We will learn from one another always guided by us, your father and mother THOTH and mother ISIS and your child Horus the golden one.
Thoth…. Welcome, there is great deal of power in the room. The purplish violet light swirls around, breath this light deep into your crown chakra and use ‘the holding breath’ 5 or 6 times. That is sufficient. You are both in excellent spiritual health. Sol-Laylah …you are probably more balanced now than i have ever seen you. Your chakras are vibrant and spinning, beautiful geometric patterns emanate from you. You will be very powerful today. Be careful not to blow anyone’s circuits, I joke not. There is great joy in the Temple of Isis. We do not like when you disagree. You are best friends. We could not work without you. You must both keep your promises to each other for they are not just personal promises but sacred promises. As magicians your charisma will grow, your personalities will become magnetic. It will very difficult to avoid relationships. Not that they should be avoided but they must be in accordance with T.H.O.T.H. We’ve come too far to be stopped now. When you finally become high adepts after the ritual of knowing what is in the heart things will move exponentially. All I have is good news. I give you each a white flower, it symbolizes rebirth and purity, truth and love. Then all is well.

Thothis Channel 2009.

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I am strong today for you brought me in well. Purification, consecration and opening of the ways allows me much greater access to your subconscious, lightbody and merkabah selves. The time is approaching where you will become true magicians in the Holy Temple of Isis. You will rely on us less although we will be in your lives more. Your reading and diary keeping will be of the utmost importance. This is the time where you will live magically every day. Learn to use the tools of the traditional magician. It is a time for manifesting, learning, experiencing, and teaching. The Thoth program will help you develop. The further you develop, the further you will be able to take your pupils. Our aim is the complete consciousness expansion of the whole multiverse and you will play a major part in this.

Believe in magic. You must believe you can achieve anything. Love and light are the source of all things and the destination of all things. Anything is achievable, the womb of Kali, the Nagual… Reach in and grab what you want, it is given to adepts for they are trusted to use their power responsibly and at the service of all consciousness and love and light. Magical vibrations lift the whole planet’s vibration. We can have heaven on Earth. Utopia is possible. The fear and negativity that have held back the human race after thousands of years of violence and abuse is being lifted. More and more are being set free. You are all candles which will one day make a great cleansing fire. Pure souls will be reborn, you will be free to travel the dimensions. Your guided meditation, to be included in the very important ritual you are about to perform, should be based on the classical ‘quest’ archetype. You must overcome five demons before you receive a cobra headband, fashioned in gold, silver, lapis, turquoise and obsidian… the precious stones you talked of S.L.L. This headdress is a symbol of your maturity as adepts… it will increase your powers exponentially as you learn to harness its amazing powers. It will give you psychic ability, incredible good luck, strength and bravery, the intellectual ability to overcome obstacles. It is a magnificent and precious thing. The five demons will be five negative characteristics which you want to conquer and remove forever. Think hard for this a magnificent opportunity to lose these very destructive forces and send them back to their own time and place, which is not in the soul or body of an adept of the Holy House of Isis.

The temple doors are always open to you now. It is your home. All mother Gaia is your temple now. The rivers and mountains will treat you with respect, animals will know you love them and mean them no harm. Good people will gravitate towards you. Negativity will be unable to penetrate your strong, magically reinforced aura. As you progress in magic and meditation, you will come to the next level. This is the level of revelation and rapture but it cannot be reached without much self discipline and hard work. We bring love from all corners of the sacred multiverse. There are many angels, light workers, healing entities, guides… they are present every time you open the ways, for human beings are marvelous creatures and beautiful. S.L.L and P.T.S most high adepts of the Holy House of Isis. Go forth and bring your magic to the world! We will provide every material consideration. Your lives are now programmed for success. Nothing can stop you. I will charge your aura with powerful light for a period. Receive this light through the chakras or shen. You will know when you are full.

Thoth Channel 2009

2009 April 23rd Thoth

 

I am strong today for you brought me in well. Purification, consecration and opening of the ways allows me much greater access to your subconscious, lightbody and merkabah selves. The time is approaching where you will become true magicians in the Holy Temple of Isis. You will rely on us less although we will be in your lives more. Your reading and diary keeping will be of the utmost importance. This is the time where you will live magically every day. Learn to use the tools of the traditional magician. It is a time for manifesting, learning,  experiencing, and teaching. The Thoth program will help you develop. The further you develop, the further you will be able to take your pupils. Our aim is the complete consciousness expansion of the whole multiverse and you will play a major part in this.

Believe in magic. You must believe you can achieve anything. Love and light are the source of all things and the destination of all things. Anything is achievable, the womb of Kali, the Nagual… Reach in and grab what you want, it is given to adepts for they are trusted to use their power responsibly and at the service of all consciousness and love and light. Magical vibrations lift the whole planet’s vibration. We can have heaven on Earth. Utopia is possible. The fear and negativity that have held back the human race after thousands of years of violence and abuse is being lifted. More and more are being set free. You are all candles which will one day make a great cleansing fire. Pure souls will be reborn, you will be free to travel the dimensions. Your guided meditation, to be included in the very important ritual you are about to perform, should be based on the classical ‘quest’ archetype. You must overcome five demons before you receive  a cobra headband, fashioned in gold, silver, lapis, turquoise and obsidian… the precious stones you talked of S.L.L. This headdress is a symbol of your maturity as adepts… it will increase your powers exponentially as you learn to harness its amazing powers. It will give you psychic ability, incredible good luck, strength and bravery, the intellectual ability to overcome obstacles. It is a magnificent and precious thing. The five demons will be five negative characteristics which you want to conquer and remove forever. Think hard for this a magnificent opportunity to lose these very destructive forces and send them back to their own time and place, which is not in the soul or body of an adept of the Holy House of Isis.

The temple doors are always open to you now. It is your home. All mother Gaia is your temple now. The rivers and mountains will treat you with respect, animals will know you love them and mean them no harm. Good people will gravitate towards you. Negativity will be unable to penetrate your strong, magically reinforced aura. As you progress in magic and meditation, you will come to the next level. This is the level of revelation and rapture but it cannot be reached without much self discipline and hard work. We bring love from all corners of the sacred multiverse. There are many angels, light workers, healing entities, guides… they are present every time you open the ways, for human beings are marvelous creatures and beautiful. S.L.L and P.T.S most high adepts of the Holy House of Isis. Go forth and bring your magic to the world! We will provide every material consideration. Your lives are now programmed for success. Nothing can stop you. I will charge your aura with powerful light for a period. Receive this light through the chakras or shen. You will know when you are full.

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What is T.H.O.T.H.?

T.H.O.T.H. is a multi-disciplinary network for free magicians!
We have no affiliations and ask no-one for permission!
We are a revolutionary movement. We acknowledge and encourage the lone wolves, the upstarts, the individuals, who dare to rebel against the very idea of ‘One Path’. We refuse no-one who shows an earnest desire to evolve. To explore, with us, the myriad forms of spiritual expression. We respect all traditions, but we accept none!
We dedicate ourselves to expressions of the ineffable, from art and literature to irreverence and humour. We are ‘human’ but strive toward transcendence. We use ‘any means necessary’ to encourage our members to seek the god/ess within.
We despise religion and expose it as just another control system. We ask you to switch off your televisions forever!
Magick is for everyone, and how you find it is your business… we seek to establish a free zone, a space for you to learn from your peers, not some dusty grimoire, or outdated ideology!
We have no ‘holy books’, no dogmas, no core beliefs.
We are T.H.O.T.H.! We encourage refugees from the slavery of the ‘One God’! We are sworn to establish a ‘network of light’ stretching across the globe. We have members in every continent. Our freedom is your freedom. From America to Africa, Europe to Asia, we are spreading our message of personal sovereignty and responsibility like a beautiful virus!
We will encourage each and every member to find his/her personal divinity…
We are T.H.O.T.H.
We offer you the world!

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